無處容身

自小我為我的適應能力覺得自豪.

因為天大地大,總會找到一個安身之所.

但…….今日我卻找不到.

家?有大哥在,也是不得安寧.

想出街走走.但出面下著大雨

想看戲,又找不到朋友.

誰說我多朋友?

如果真的多朋友,我就不會坐在這裡.

如果要她出來看她不想看的戲,做不想做的事.

我……..寧願孤獨一個.

 

不停問自己一個問題:

Where am I going to?

但這是沒有答案的問題.

我該去那裡?

忽然之間對這首歌很有共嗚…….雖然歌詞和我現在的心情不大相同.

但感覺是一樣的.

I don’t expect my love affairs to last for long
Never fool myself that my dreams will come true
Being used to trouble I anticipate it
But all the same I hate it — wouldn’t you?

So what happens now?
Another suitcase in another hall
So what happens now?
Take your picture off another wall
Where am I going to?
       You’ll get by, you always have before
Where am I going to?

Time and time again I’ve said that I don’t care
That I’m immune to gloom, that I’m hard through and through
But every time it matters all my words desert me
So anyone can hurt me — and they do

So what happens now?
Another suitcase in another hall
So what happens now?
Take your picture off another wall
Where am I going to?
You’ll get by you always have before
Where am I going go?

Call in three months time and I’ll be fine I know
Well maybe not that fine, but I’ll survive anyhow
I won’t recall the names and places of this sad occasion
But that’s no consolation — here and now

So what happens now?
       Another suitcase in another hall
So what happens now?
Take your picture off another wall
Where am I going to?
You’ll get by, you always have before
Where am I going to?
       Don’t ask anymore……

 

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